anonymousblueberry: Jonas Sam and Teal'c all dressed well "dressed to impress" (SG1 are dressed to impress)
I just spent ten minutes reading a lecturers profile, and came out realising that I had NO idea what I'd just been reading. God was it badly written. I'm not even sure why I started reading it in the first place. No, wait, I was checking a reference for work.

Today I have been working and reading Marvel's Civil War. Yeah, I know, so behind the times. Half of it is boring the shit out of me, and then I lose where I was, and it just gets confusing. Meh.

I've also made pastry, and soon I will go and make filling for steak and mushroom pie. Omnomnom.

I'm hoping that this week is a bit busier than last week. My paycheck is otherwise going to be a little on the small side, and me and dad are discussing car insurance options at the moment.

Right. 3 more pages, and then pie.
anonymousblueberry: John Sheppard leaning over with an arrow pointing to his arse captioned "female gaze" (Subject to the female gaze)
I have student infected plague. I am NOT impressed, as it was impressed upon said student that coming in if she was that ill was a bad idea, and she'd be better off resting and getting better quicker. But no. She was adamant that she was coming in (when half the bloody course is out with colds and flu) and now I'm sick as a fucking dog, which means I risk passing it on to another of my students who is even more succeptible than me.
And unlike her, who has no financial responsibilities, I have to show up to work, or I don't get paid. And I have bills, and rent, and am trying to save for a car.

So yeah, now I can't breathe through one nostril, the other is running a marathon, my throat is gunked up and I'm losing my voice. I'm going to be awesome today.

Well, if I punch the creative writing lecturer, at least I can blame it on the medication.

Right now, I just want to curl up with my book under my blankie and not leave the house (although I'm out of milk, so that is out of my control).
I was even pleased with myself for managing to get out of bed to put the glass recycling out, and then as soon as I'd done that, I felt like I'd run a marathon and had to sit down. Not on body, not fucking on.

Anyway, back to (non-paid) work for an hour or so, before I trudge in to the uni.

So...

Mar. 5th, 2011 10:07 am
anonymousblueberry: (Freya is broken)
I got woken up at 5:45 this morning by some dick having a screaming match with his girlfriend, and throwing her around the street. That shit was not on, so I tried to call the police, but my mobile was having none of that (when it gets too cold, the touchscreen dies, which means the phone dies) so I legged it downstairs to get the landline and got through and blathered something about a couple having an argument and the woman doing a lot of screaming, and him dragging her.
Before the lady on the other end of the phone could do anything, the girl had legged it up the street, and while the bloke was chasing her, I think he'd given up.
The woman on the other end of the phone said the call would be logged, as other people would probably call if it carried on elsewhere, but now I'm worried.
I know I did all I could, but it doesn't seem enough. I'm not stupid enough to think that I could have broken it up or anything, but I dunno, it just feels like there should be more.
I have no idea who they were. If it was a hook up gone bad or a relationship breaking down. Or hell, if that was the norm for that relationship.

Well that was cheery.
I made brownies yesterday and I seriously need to stop eating them, or I will get fat. Which reminds me of my whinge that I was going to have last night and then forgot...
I have an Umbrella Academy t-shirt that Dave bought me a few years ago. It's cool, it makes my geeky heart happy. It's also an extra large, and too fucking small for me. And for the record, I am not a large person. Seriously Dark Horse, if that's how your sizing works, something is fucked. I am willing to accept that it may be a mislabelling, but I will never know, and can't return it a) because I've had it for years, and b) because the comic shop it was bought from has changed hands, and the new owner is a dick.
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I had a traumatic experience today at work (which involved TOO MANY PEOPLE in the library foyer courtesy of a job fair, and some whack job interrupting my chai to give me a victim blaming, slut shaming piece of religious bullshit) and then I felt ill for the rest of the day, courtesy of student inflicted plague.
So I came home and made white chocolate brownies, and then ate steak and chips and mushrooms and salad and felt marginally better.
Now I'm getting on with the pile of proof reading that I've been putting off for the last god knows how long that's due this weekend. Ho hum.

The book I am reading: A Brief History of Life in the Middle Ages. It's not great, but it's interesting enough that I haven't thrown it against the wall, and it's well researched enough (in my opinion) that it's not a waste of time.
The book I am writing: I'm not sure anything I'm writing constitutes a book. A collection of short stories, or a RPG setting document, maybe, but that's about it.
The book I love most: Ack. I hate this question, because my answer changes so fucking frequently. Possibly Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep because that's one that I keep going back to, possibly The Fionavar Tapestry (which is three books but totally counts) or possibly the Olga da Polga books by Michael Bond.
The last book I received as a gift: I was going to say I Never Knew There Was a Word For It which I got for xmas, and keep flicking through, or The Pain Merchants which I also got for xmas (and had already read, but I'm quite fond of it), but then I remembered that Dave bought me Neon Court a few weeks ago, when he saw it on the shelves before it was actually due out.
The last book I gave as a gift: Salt: A World History to Dave for xmas. And some knitting books to one of his housemates for her birthday.
The nearest book on my desk: A Brief History of Life in the Middle Ages. Which isn't as interesting as it could be, but I tidied up recently, and actually put stuff away.

And that's quite enough of that. Back to work methinks.

Well...

Mar. 3rd, 2011 09:30 pm
anonymousblueberry: John Sheppard leaning over with an arrow pointing to his arse captioned "female gaze" (Subject to the female gaze)
my hotwater bottle, which I only bought yesterday, may have to be replaced on account of the fact that it smells revolting. Like really amazingly cheap rubber. However, for now, it will have to do, as I'm freezing cold, and won't sleep otherwise.
I had a bath earlier and as I was shaving my legs, my calf decided to spasm, cue much pain and fucked up leg crampage. I swear to god the amount of sitting I do at work is going to be the death of me. At least if I were at a desk I'd have a proper chair and such like, instead I have crappy ass lecture theatre seats and naff chairs. Blah.

I passed my driving test last week! That was one hell of a relief, on my bank account as well as me in general. And today my shiny new license came through in the post. Yay!

Anyway, I've barely written anything in the last month or so, I spend all my 'free' time doing work, and I've still got to finish the proof reading for Pathfinder by the end of the weekend. Joy.

So here, have a meme thingy. To do with books. And at some point, I'll pull up one of these that isn't sci-fi and fantasy, and then I will be ashamed at the lack of books I've read.

Something to do with Tor books. IDK. )

Looking at this has reminded me of the other awesome thing that I've done recently, which is read. An awful lot. I finished book 4 of the Malazan series this evening, and it was good. Not as awesome as Memories of Ice, which was amazing and terrifying and made me sob for the last 100 pages, but still good. And while Dave may sulk, I will be taking a short break before starting on the next one. Partly because I need the break, and also because I want the series to last. And the final book is out (I know so because we went to a book signing for it last friday, where there were only 3 ladies, and I was probably one of the youngest in the room, but I did get my book signed "Sorry about *spoiler*")
anonymousblueberry: Icon of the Carrier on a blue backgorund (Default)
Not dead. Mostly. Work is eating up a lot of time, plus gaming, and gearing up for the LARP season again. Why does it always come around again so fast? This year has involved some very heated discussions, and some things that may go down like a sack of bricks. But hey. It's for the good of the club.

In other news Northampton's old age pensioners get in on the vigilante action. Little old lady (with a mean handbag swing) is currently being hailed as my town's hero after she beat up some jewelery store robbers. I'm fairly sure that store has been robbed more in the last year than really makes it worth existing. It always seems to have a window boarded up when I go past it.

Hmm, what else is happening? I'm trying to do this whole 'being a grown up' thing, with varying levels of success. I'm remembering to eat meals, and I'm mostly keeping on top of the washing up. But that's about it. The house looks like a tornado has gone through it, and most of my clean laundry is still sitting on one of the living room chairs because I keep forgetting to take it upstairs. And I have people coming over in a couple of weeks, and not much time to get it sorted by.

My Unknown Armies game is going well, apart from the player who seemed to ignore the whole "you will have encountered the occult at some point prior to the game start" and is acting like this is all completely new to her. It's irksome as it's making her really hard to integrate into the plot (she's also the only non-magical member of the party, the rest of them being Adepts or Avatars). Plot is finally starting to unwind, and they're putting things together, and next week, they're going to Newcastle. Either to find stuff out or get eaten. It depends.

Now, to get on with work, or to try and make some attempt at cleaning. And shifting furniture around...
... or to make tea.
anonymousblueberry: Dax from Trials and Tribblations "women wore less" (Dax thinks women wore less in the old da)
Woohoo! I had a nice new year drinking sily cocktails and playing Warhammer Quest with my boyfriend and two of his housemates, following an amazing gigglefit that made me mostly want to sleep. I made it to midnight, didn't send too many annoying texts, and on New Years Day, me and Dave just made it to Wetherspoons in time for uber breakfast of humungouness. There was a lot of food. But we were hungry.

In 2010, I did a lot of stuff.
I had a job when I started the year, and I had a job when I finished the year. They might be different jobs, but I only spent 2 months unemployed, and I am significantly happier at my current place of work than I was at Geismar.
I had a boyfriend! I still have a boyfriend!
I haven't burned my house down! I still manage to live on my own without destroying things! I have had people over for dinner! I even remember to pay bills mostly on time.
I LARPed! I always LARP, but I bought more kit, and I ran a lot of events, and I played at the other system I go to.
I started running a tabletop campaign! I have always said I would never do this. I'm not a massive fan of tabletop gaming, but I found a system that I liked, and Dave made puppy eyes at me, so we have commenced on the most slap dash Unknown Armies game ever, and I continue to not have a clue what I'm doing.
I read quite a bit... but I'll get to that in a minute.
I sort of moved from LJ to DW, but only sort of, cos I still cross post.
I started baking. And suceeded at baking.
I watched a lot of films. I can't remember which ones though, because I forget to write them down. I know I saw Iron Man 2, and Inception (which I went to see on my own because no one else wanted to see it) and Legion (which I saw with Royce because Dave pulled a funny face when I suggested it), The A-Team, and The Losers, and a bunch of other stuff through my LoveFilm subscription, but my memory really does suck at times.
I watched a lot of crap TV. And good TV.
I continued to get on with Kay, and my step siblings (although in their case it's mostly down to never seeing them).

And I think that's about it.

Books I read in 2010 )
I only read 50 books this year, which is a lot less than previous years, but I've read more novels and non-fiction, and a lot less comics, mostly because I don't have the time to sit in front of the computer and read the .cbr collections, which is what I've tended to do in years past.
My to read list for 2011 is ridiculous, and likely to only get worse. My bookshelves are overflowing, and the library is suddenly an attractive prospect again. My Amazon wishlist is huge, mostly with Young Adult fiction, and my reading time is sadly reduced due to work.

And this is a huge long post, which I didn't intend it to be. Oops.
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It's just started snowing. Again. Seriously, can it fuck off now please?
I like snow. It's fine. But mostly I like it when I don't have to be places, and I'm not waiting for packages to arrive.
I have a meeting tomorrow, and people are likely to not be getting presents at this rate, as nothing is showing up. And I hate town in the snow, and it means getting to Olney is looking really unlikely.

sigh. I hate winter.
anonymousblueberry: Jonas Sam and Teal'c all dressed well "dressed to impress" (SG1 are dressed to impress)
I have spent the weekend with my boyfriend's parents. This counts as one of the xmas duties. It was bearable, just. I've thrown my ankle again though (and made it worse by then going sledging once we got back to MK) and now I've just had to cancel my driving lesson for this week, thus grumpifying my instructor, and I need to reorganise the lesson for the week after, but I now can't get hold of him again. ARGH!

I have hit 1000 words on my Yuletide fic and it's only got 2 more sections to go. I can totally finish this today, upload and finish the edits once the deadline is past.

My hands are really cold. Actually, most of me is really cold.

There is a kitty sitting on the fence next to my window guilt tripping me. It is the ninja kitty. It already got in when I was faffing around with the bins earlier, and now it keeps trying to get back in. It is very cute, and I wish I could have a pet, but it has an owner and my house is not very cat friendly.

I have cookies in the oven, and tea steaming in front of me. Soon I will brave the outside world to buy more milk.

Life is...

Dec. 11th, 2010 04:06 pm
anonymousblueberry: John Sheppard leaning over with an arrow pointing to his arse captioned "female gaze" (Subject to the female gaze)
actually not that bad.
I have potato, carrot and leek soup on the go, I have an idea for my Yuletide fic (and am almost done reviewing the source material), I've started my present shopping, and term finishes next week.
The break will be very welcome.

Last weekend (in which chez Beth was descended upon by LARPers) went ok. I made awesome cake and cookies and I think people had fun.

Work is tiring and a little bit irritating at the moment. And I've found out that the two lecturers who I actually like are going on sabbatical next term.

The Unknown Armies game I'm running is going quite well, and plot is slowly starting to happen.

Other than that, I'm pondering what to do for christmas day itself, and slowly undigging myself from the pile of work that I let accumulate.
anonymousblueberry: Jonas Sam and Teal'c all dressed well "dressed to impress" (SG1 are dressed to impress)
I did not sleep well last night. I was having stupid dreams and a general lack of tired for a good chunk of the night, and now I feel like shit. And I'm on a 9 til 6. Yay.
I have just enough time to throw tea down my throat and run out the door and hopefully I won't be late (assuming that there is a lecture this morning, there is a lack of information regarding this fact anywhere).

My NaNo is very behind, and I have plot bunnies for Yuletide, I just need to reread the source material.

I survived

Nov. 18th, 2010 09:30 pm
anonymousblueberry: John Sheppard leaning over with an arrow pointing to his arse captioned "female gaze" (Subject to the female gaze)
the hideously long guest speaker session and all I got was a headache. Seriously. We were in a far smaller lecture room (by which I mean in this case, a classroom) than usual, we had to steal chairs from another classroom, I got shoved right next to the door with people in the way of the speaker (who remained seated the entire time) and the slides (my spelling of all things German is appalling) and the student I'm with (who had a hard time getting into the fucking room courtesy of chairs in the way).

And then I couldn't even go to the 'schmoozing' session afterwards as the student I was with wasn't going and I had a psychology lecture to be in. Which meant I missed first years trying to impress their lecturer, which is always hilarious.

Psychology lecture implied that something had happened the previous week, I'm assuming in the seminar (which I wasn't in, I was staring blankly at a computer screen listening to people talk about Wikipedia trolls) that was basically bullying the lecturer (I don't like him on the grounds that he's an appalling lecturer - very knowledgable but rubbish at presenting information) which was actually pretty embarassing to sit through.

I don't know if it's just me, but the students at the uni I work at seem so much more immature than when I was a student. It's really weird.

I have done my Yuletide sign up. Yay for obscure fandoms! I'm now going to fill my hot water bottle and go to bed, as I have to be at the bus stop for 8 tomorrow, and I still have a pounding headache (after neurofen and extra strength paracetamol).
anonymousblueberry: (Freya is broken)
I just wrote a very long and stupid post that basically comes down to the fact that I have issues and that the 3 hour lecture tomorrow is going to be hell. I dreamed about it. The lecture theatre actually resembled hell. There was a plushie wombat involved.
I also dreamed that one of the lecturers I work with, a couple of students, me and my old dog all went on some kind of Indianna Jones like adventure. I'm fairly sure there were Nazis.

I should really be working.

It's probably for the best that I'm not running a game tonight as I have awful cramps of doom and I have so much stuff to do it's stupid. I also need to go out, but that's really not a pleasant idea right now.

Soooooo

Nov. 16th, 2010 10:15 pm
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stuff. Guess what? Still tired. Yay. Tomorrow is my day off! But I have work to do. In fairness, I could have done it this evening, but I decided that today and yesterday merited pizza and Flash Gordon. Yay Steve Bacic!
Um. I took some really pretty pictures this morning on my way to work (they'd probably be better if I had taken my actual camera, not my phone, but eh, they look pretty cool.) I may upload them later. Or tomorrow.
I also need to take my gloves back tomorrow. Awesome gloves, shame they fell apart after half a day of wearing them. And buy some blank t-shirts. And maybe tights. I really want new boots (with grip) but they might have to wait until after pay day. And when I find some that don't seem to require the wearing of skirts or tight jeans to look awesome. My thighs and tight jeans are not friends.
Thursday will involve several levels of hell on earth, including a three hour guest speaker for the Holocaust module.
Tomorrow I shall also NaNo in some form. I'm kind of behind, and I would like to not be. Time however is conspiring against me.

Oh, and my stereo broke, so now all it does is act as a radio. This does not impress me. I despise Ian Lee and object to having to listen to his inane prattle. And don't say don't have the radio on... I have serious issues with silence. I need background noise or the crazy attacks.

And now for sleep. Hopefully.
anonymousblueberry: (Freya is broken)
Apparently I just sat and watched two episodes of Flash Gordon. I'm not really sure what happened. There was leather, it was distracting. IDK.
I am, really really fucking tired. And sick of lecturers failing at getting notices out on time. I spent my break pacing around trying to sort out a timetable clash because they hadn't bothered to put class changes up for tomorrow until yesterday afternoon.
I'm also really cold. I am not a fan of winter.

Anyway, NaNo count is behind, my house is a shithole and I have to be at the bus stop by 8am tomorrow, so I'm going to bed with my book. Yay books!

Fail beth

Oct. 15th, 2010 01:28 pm
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I have a huge fucking zit on the side of my chin, too much work to do and I haven't written anything in about a month. And it's cold. And I could really do with it being payday.

Going back to work after a four hour break of awesome to sit through 2 hours of education studies. Happy happy joy joy.

Provide a prompt and/or fandom and I will try and write something?

(Also, yay! Yuletide!)
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Yesterday was basically hell on earth. I worked 9 til 5 with maybe 5 minutes to have a loo break and grab a cup of tea. If it weren't for Welsh cakes I may well have died from hunger.
All because some tit in timetabling cocked up and failed at something they were supposed to do (put three students in the same seminar group).
Add to this the fact that it was pissing it down with rain, and the fact that a bunch of fucking ingrate barged infront of me at the bus stop, meaning I had to wait another half an hour for a bus and get my face poked by idiots with umbrellas, by the time I got home, cold and soggy, I was pretty miserable.
(Also, the same thing happened on the bus in the morning; I was the first one there, another girl turned up, who promptly hopped on the bus, thus rendering it full and meaning that I had to trudge down to the other campus to ensure that I actually got on the next bus - seriously, what idiot company only runs single deckers on busy university routes?)

But anyway, yesterday was hellish. Lots of history and then advanced psychology and third year education studies.

And I now probably have freshers flu. I have problems enough keeping warm, and last night I was bundled in so many layers and still freezing. Joy.
I'm off to LARP (or at least tabletop the adventure we should have been doing live but for a shitty weather report and a lack of people who can drive) and then its back to a 9 o'clock start with apparently someone I went to primary school with. Which could be entertaining.

I have no drive to write, and I've realised I still have a bingo card that I've barely looked at. And it's NaNo soon. And I have to write an adventure for next week.

Right, find kit, find pills for the killing of flu, leave the house. I can do that.
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My good mood this morning has just been destroyed with the arrival of my student loan statement. Of what I paid back while at Geismar, half has been swallowed by the interest built up over the year. I am not a happy Beth.
Also, the post once again failed to bring me the forms and stuff from the university which were allegedly sent on thursday. Time for a grumpy phone call.

I'm waiting for my jeans to properly dry and then I'm going to get on with stuff. I started gutting the spare room yesterday (my old bedroom, currently storage). I too all the throws out, most of the curtains (I'm kind of scared to take the wall curtains down at the moment) and they need hand washing, then its back to sorting stuff.

Todays to do list...
Huge pile of washing up
And put it away
Retrieve laundry from dryer
Put several months worth of clean laundry away
Hand wash curtains and throws
Call the university
Buy dog food!

Now to go and do things.
anonymousblueberry: Icon of the Carrier on a blue backgorund (Default)
Right, so this is one of those 'all about me' posts that I never really know how to write.

I'm Beth, I'm 24 and I'm English.

This got rambly )

And that was a lot of ramble about not very much.

I survived

Sep. 9th, 2010 08:15 pm
anonymousblueberry: Dax from Trials and Tribblations "women wore less" (Dax thinks women wore less in the old da)
my driving lesson. It was a close thing, and I nearly punched my instructor a couple of times. I know he's trying to be helpful and stuff, but telling me it's all a confidence thing, and that other than my terror at roundabouts, my driving is fine isn't always a good thing. I was apparently made to drive on nice long stretches of road, and not have to deal with roundabouts. This is going to be problematic.

Anyway, I'm going to go and have a nice cup of tea and finish my book, and then probably start the next one. Dad is bringing the dog over at some point tomorrow, and I really need to clean the house before he does so. I was supposed to clean the garden, but the whole sleeping thing happened, so it didn't get done.

I also really need to stop listening to Wheel in the Sky. I think it may be stuck in my head now.

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