Change is gonna come

I'm writing pro and con lists about current job and potential new job. And it's making me fucking miserable because I love my current job but the office politics are really starting to get to me, and I had been hoping that I could do both (both are part time) but that isn't going to work.

I don't know how to be a grown up and it sucks.

I would like to be throwing things, but instead I shall use my icon of Fili throwing stuff, which is almost as good.