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Oh hi there
Apr. 13th, 2012 03:22 pmMental blah. I haven't missed you one bit, kindly fuck off back to wherever you came from.
I feel like my strings have been cut, and I have so many things to do and places I'm supposed to be and I just can't. And I can't make the people who need to understand this understand. Or at least, past experience has taught me that it won't be understood.
I mostly just want to sit at home and play Diablo 2 (which I can't find the CD for, which is causing me even more brain fail) and read my book and not see people. I've done a lot of seeing people lately and I'm not sure how much more I can deal with.
And I'm supposed to be running character gen for a game tonight and then going out tomorrow to see people that not all of them I like and I don't think I can. But then I'm letting people down and people will look at me in that "I don't think you're really feeling like this, I think you just can't be bothered" kind of way. And maybe I can't be bothered, but I can't be bothered because people hurt and I just don't want that right now. But they're all nice social people who don't get that.
And I think I left my favourite belt at FG, which means I'm not getting that back until august, if ever, unless it has magically gotten tangled up somewhere.
I feel like my strings have been cut, and I have so many things to do and places I'm supposed to be and I just can't. And I can't make the people who need to understand this understand. Or at least, past experience has taught me that it won't be understood.
I mostly just want to sit at home and play Diablo 2 (which I can't find the CD for, which is causing me even more brain fail) and read my book and not see people. I've done a lot of seeing people lately and I'm not sure how much more I can deal with.
And I'm supposed to be running character gen for a game tonight and then going out tomorrow to see people that not all of them I like and I don't think I can. But then I'm letting people down and people will look at me in that "I don't think you're really feeling like this, I think you just can't be bothered" kind of way. And maybe I can't be bothered, but I can't be bothered because people hurt and I just don't want that right now. But they're all nice social people who don't get that.
And I think I left my favourite belt at FG, which means I'm not getting that back until august, if ever, unless it has magically gotten tangled up somewhere.
