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I'm having a serious case of the blah's today. The last few days have been really productive; I've managed to get up and get things done and remember to eat properly and generally behaved like an adult. Then somehow I managed to sleep through my alarm this morning and didn't wake up until about 10.30, and now I feel like wank.
I'm sitting here trying to come up with an item request for a LARP event this weekend that I don't actually know if I'm going to be playing, and failing, because while there are many things that I would like, they kind of feel like cheating.
I kind of have writers block. I have a bunch of stuff that I started for the Porn Battle last week that sadly developed plot, plus a couple of other things I've been working on, and they're all just stalled. Plus the original fiction that was going really well also seems to have stagnated.
And I'm kind of dreading next month. I have a major several day LARP event to go to that has the potential to cause a major blow up between several people I know, then I'm hosting a tavern night and playing the day after, then two friends are getting married, and it's all adding up to a lot of social activities and not a lot of down time in between, because there are birthdays and stuff in there as well, including mine and Dave's. And I just have this awful feeling that by the end of it I'm going to want to lock my doors and not come out for an age, but I don't even have that luxury because we'll still be in the middle of the bloody LARP season and I have events to run and play and ref.
I'm sitting here trying to come up with an item request for a LARP event this weekend that I don't actually know if I'm going to be playing, and failing, because while there are many things that I would like, they kind of feel like cheating.
I kind of have writers block. I have a bunch of stuff that I started for the Porn Battle last week that sadly developed plot, plus a couple of other things I've been working on, and they're all just stalled. Plus the original fiction that was going really well also seems to have stagnated.
And I'm kind of dreading next month. I have a major several day LARP event to go to that has the potential to cause a major blow up between several people I know, then I'm hosting a tavern night and playing the day after, then two friends are getting married, and it's all adding up to a lot of social activities and not a lot of down time in between, because there are birthdays and stuff in there as well, including mine and Dave's. And I just have this awful feeling that by the end of it I'm going to want to lock my doors and not come out for an age, but I don't even have that luxury because we'll still be in the middle of the bloody LARP season and I have events to run and play and ref.
